Ok so here's the deal: My life seems like an open book and most of the time it is...to my facebook friends, church, close friends (which consists of two that I really trust) and family...but few know or care to get to know the real me, the person deep down. Most people that I know already know what I'm about to say. To put this out where anyone can see and by that I'm mean certain people who I booted out of my life because of drama and I fully expect them to see this and have a good laugh at my expense...I digress, sorry...this is very difficult. When you get to this point you do whatever you can to provide for your family. I posted this sentence on facebook the other day "I need a miracle" and through that simple sentence it was suggested by several people that I try this idea.

Ok here goes...I'm losing my house. Through a series of unfortunate events, two car accidents, which left me with a bad back and memory loss, and a very psycho ex-husband I couldn't make the payments for a while and I've come to the days before I get the letter that says I need to be out. I've applied for disability and was denied the first time just like everyone else. I'm currently waiting to hear about my appeal but in the meantime I went and got a lawyer. I can make the payments from now on but paying the past due is what's the problem. So some friends suggested I put this page up in case someone wants to donate to the "help save my home and I will be eternally grateful" fund. Lol   I would put up a countdown but I can't find one so I'll post up everyday how close I am to reaching my goal and how much was donated. If you made a donation please post a comment so that I can thank you publicly. Any nasty comments will be deleted as soon as I see them. This is a difficult enough time for myself and my two children without insecure people make rude comments. Thank you and I will be updating everyone as to how this is going.

Also if you have a suggestion how I can thank everyone please post a comment. I was thinking a thank you party at my place but I'm open to other ideas.